the D-day….

Published 19 January, 2012 by princessjapjap

what does one do with the love that was once there but now gone.

how does one mend the broken heart.

do you eat a hearty full meal to pump it back to life?  or do you drink gallons of water to submerge it?  how about a new hairdo?  or shopping therapy to temporarily forget the pain prickling inside.  how about crying the eyes out.  or to the big sea to shout it out.  perhaps going on a vacation alone.  would it be a romantic city, beach resort, or nature reserves? 

everytime i see wedding videos especially at wedding dinners, i would find myself drawn into the scene and most of the time there are tears welding up the corners of my eyes.  am i sentimental?  am i an emotional person?  does that make me a lovely person to love? 

the piano, it’s one of the most lovely instrument that plays such heart wrenching music at times.  i like to let the emotions flow when i’m playing my favourite piece.  i love listening to piano music.  my passion for it will never die.  my passion for anything that i love will never fade away easily.  the piano music was part of the confession.  it ties to so much wonderful unforgettable memories.

every corner in the globe, traces of footsteps, echoes of sound, every laughter, every moments… how does one make the memories disappear like they never exist.

how could one say let go and its gone.  is it easy to forget.  is it easy to pretend they do not exist.  where does one go from here.

how does one mend the broken heart.. again

the three words, are still carved to my heart and it’s bleeding.  now that i finally fathorm the meaning of ‘bleeding love’.. 

the three words, which i will never forget how it was spoken..

the three words, which was once beautiful..

my tears, have been flowing like river.  flowing to the great pacific ocean, to the indian ocean.  my heart aches and bleeds profusely.  it is so much pain to bear. 

no.  it will never go away… 

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